you only miss the idea of him(her)
maybe someday - colleen hoover
I know I should not feel like this in the first place but it is wrong to invalidate my feelings. we are entering a new year like 'its new year new me' so I should speak up or spill what I feel right?
I know when I'm saying this people would think "shes's just petty over small things" or "exaggerate over small things" but that's just how I feel all this time.
All my effort seems like nothing to her
my sincerity, undivided attention, and all the love as a family or someone who I treat like a biological sister, I think all of these are not enough to budge her introverted heart.
Every time I try to longer this conversation, I feel like communication is not something her favor and I stop being pushy by being understanding but I guess my impatient heart is just had enough for that.
Maybe I should stop and see how would she react if I decided to leave first?
or maybe she doesn't care and go on with her usual life, proceed to live in her own world. A world without me in it.
With that being said, thank you for having me.
If you still need me, I'm here.
,u12