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I promise tonight

will be the last night I did this to myself

being in the state of miserable and pathetic

I don't know her

I had enough to reflect 

Seasons changed

I had mourned and weep

Tomorrow

the sun will shine

if He let me

as the air-filled in

I must stop the whine

beneath the same sky

I bid goodbye

I don't want to die

apparently, this place is too depressing to go on as I cannot go on with the vibes, I know I write when I'm upset but I don't want to be sad and depressed anymore. I don't want to be in the same state. So I've decided to stop writing for a while. I need to heal and maybe try to find my old self again. You can do this! and pray for me, my family, and the people who I loved and cherish.

,u12